What am I doing??????

Well I got that internship. After the excitement of actually getting this great opportunity wore off,  I started to think about all the things that I have to do and how scary it is to be moving to a new city where I don't know anyone.

I have only worked for Adventists this Internship is at a mainstream hospital. There have been a few times this week where I have thought what am I doing? Am I going to regret moving once again away from family and close friends? 

I don't think I will but the fear of the unknown is setting in. I hope that I like where I'm going to be living. I hope I learn a lot and that this experience whether good or bad will help shape me into a more confident adult. 

I don't feel like an Adult... 

Will I ever feel like I'm confident in my decisions. Will I ever feel grounded? I feel like at this point in my life that everything is constantly shifting. Sometimes it's exciting but most of the time its just terrifying.