Turning Point

I feel like I've reached some sort of cross roads in my life. For the first time in my 25 years I am no longer involved heavily with my church. I am done mostly with school and as of right now I have absolutely no concrete plans. Part of the reason I took two years off was to avoid having to decide what to do. I absolutely don't regret those two years but now that I am facing an uncertain future, its not as scary as I thought it would be. 

My decision to move home hasn't been awful at all. For the first time in... ever I am just going with the flow of things. I could stand to be a bit more productive but I'm not wasting my entire time. I went to California, I've been hanging out with my sister an her kids. I've finally started running again. Even though I still think about my plans for the future the urge to always have a certain path carved out has begun to disipate.